During her University training to become an educator of young children, Toni knew that someday she would become an author of children's books. However, at the time, Toni had absolutely no idea what it would be about! This desire would lie dormant within her for many years. In 2010, whilst watching her fun-loving 5 year old jump on the trampoline, she had an incredibly overwhelming moment. With a crisp, white butterfly scooting around her daughter Izzy, (which would often visit them when least expected), Toni realised it took herself to experience the loss of seven babies, and the miracle birth of her daughter, to reignite that dream.